Category Archives: Painful Stuff

Really Busy and then Zap

I know I promised regular updates again, but after last post things got busy at work.  Working on reworking document templates and workflows and email templates and new processes, I haven’t had the brainspace to properly contemplate another blog post.

I’ve had a couple of ideas rattling around, but I’ve found I need more time to shake them out before committing keyboard to text-entry field, (to adapt an old phrase in a completely strange way,) and the time just ain’t been there.
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Hard Post

Warning: this blog post was extremely difficult to write, and took a while to make it into words.  I started writing this on Wednesday, September 9th, and I’m just pressing publish now.

Before I continue, I want to be clear that I’m not sympathy-gathering.  I’m not trying to blame people.  I’m not trying to compete in a “my life is so hard” contest.  I’m just looking to heal, so I’m sharing a story, a long story.  This is an overview of everything, and there are some painful memories.  I’ve shared parts of these stories with people, but I don’t know who knows the whole story, other than myself.

Feel free to skip this post if you don’t want to deal with it, I will categorize this post and any posts directly related to it as “Painful Stuff” so you can easily identify them.  I don’t blame you for not wanting to go through this.  But I need to.  End of warning.
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