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Subject: I’m Sorry for the Lateness…

To: Gawd
Date: 2008/05/18 16:18
Subject: I’m sorry for the lateness of this report

Gawd —

Sorry for the long time since the last e-mail. I keep forgetting the important things in the midst of all the flotsam and jetsam of everyday busy-ness. I’m working on it, like you asked, but my idea about using Outlook reminders just isn’t panning out. Maybe G-mail SMS reminders would work, if someone gave me an an iPhone…

I’m kidding!!!

As usual, my disclaimer: my perspective keeps changing every year of my life, so I’m inclined to believe that my reports change because I’m the one changing. My reports, as always, contain my conjecture and theories despite my best attempts to remain true to just the facts.

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Some Lakota and Their Refusal to Forget

I’m a city boy. I grew up in a city, yes there were trees around and areas you could honestly get lost, but I am a the cliché city slicker.

When I was young, around six or seven, I used to imagine the Indians living on the Duluth hillside. I didn’t know then that I had some Red Lake Indian blood in my veins, and I wouldn’t have believed anyone who told me otherwise. I was as white as white gets, and I grew up on a steady diet of television and imagination. In that imagination, I came in on a wagon to live at the new port growing at the nose of Lake Superior, or I came through on a canoe with the French traders, I never was here to begin with.

My perspective on some of this stuff is naive, really, but when I told (with proof) at age twelve that I have somewhere between twenty-five to fifty percent Ojibwe in me I got all gung ho on it. There was no one more Indian than me.

It took me a couple of years to cool down, hearing from white people that I wasn’t Indian because I am too pale, and hearing from Indians that I should keep my pale ass outta their business. That I shouldn’t steal their culture as their own.

Over time I got to the point where I really don’t care about other’s opinions very much anymore. Some twinges occasionally, but really not too much.

I want to emulate the best of the Ojibwe, and to me that has always been the elder. The elder is there to help the young with their experience and wisdom.

So when I hear a story about the Lakota “ceding from the Union” I have to think about it. Almost a bit like mental indigestion. Firstly because of the incorrectness of implying they joined the Union instead of being conquered. Secondly the lack of big media coverage. Thirdly, who is defined by the phrase “the Lakota?”

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Wow…

This needs some time to digest… I don’t want to over-react, I don’t want to jump to conclusions, but I don’t want to misunderstand what has and hasn’t been claimed and/or done.

In case that link doesn’t come up, here‘s another.

I have a feeling that some are going to freak out over it. Some people will call it treason, some will call it delayed justice, some will probably even think it’s the end of the world.

What the hell is “it”?

The Part of the Lakota have decided to exert their sovereign-nation status. Can you blame them? They always have had that right, they just haven’t exercised it. They’ve just been doing homework and are being very thorough in the process.

The biggest problem I see with these reports is they are being very free and un-careful regarding the usage of the phrases “sovereign nation”, “breaking away”, “ceding from the union”, et cetera.

Please read carefully, readers. I have a second tab up with dictionary.reference.com to help me sort through the linguistic mess.

Enjoy.

Skåll!!!

Edit: 18:55 – Their own website: http://www.lakotafreedom.com/

Sometimes My Brain Weirds Me Out…

Yesterday I was talking to a co-worker and found that his nose just looked different.  Somehow he looked like a different person, I knew damn well that wasn’t the case, but it was strange.  The lighting, the angle that I was viewing him, the mental contructs running through as thoughts, all were different than the usual social framing I interact with him.

Upon reflecting on it now, I realized that I had had a process in my brain turn off, and in realizing it I was studying it.

I think that the process of writing the two manuals I wrote and submitted forced a change in how I think, and the causal element was trying to get inside how users think and would use my manuals.

I am strongly introverted, that I’ll agree to heartily, but this was over the top.

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Some Wounds Must Be Reopened to Heal…

Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee is coming on HBO May 27th.  Many may know the gist of the story, some have looked at the impact of the book since 1970, but a simple fact is that prior to this book the Lakota were only called the Sioux, the Diné were only called the Navaho, Apache was the only name for five distinct tribes…  That could go on for hours, days.

Don’t get me wrong: I don’t want to engender guilt or make you feel bad.  I’ve a much larger point, and it ain’t the one on my head this time.

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